Dubiety

Why did I think
Why did I wait
‘cause now, it’s just too late

How come everything I do is just so wrong
Can’t we just be together like everyother song
But no, no we can’t

Everytime things seem to go on fine
Something just has to get in the way of our shine
Nothing we do or have ever done can be undone

Let’s hope this is all just a misunderstanding
Were you here an hour ago, doing what I am doing now?
I’m sorry, I really didn’t want/ plan on making you feel bad

I should never have wasted any time
It’s like I have committed a crime
Nothing I do now, can make up for it – all of it – any of it

Now I do what I do best
I’ll stay right here and allow you to rest
While I will sit here in regret

Though nothing I do now will make a difference
Change your mind and forgive me
- heck, I can’t even forgive myself
Don’t believe it? Be patient, wait and we’ll just see
I just want to apologize: I’m truly sorry

I do not ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can live on
Without me – live a good life, be happy and free
That’s all I have to say, Now good riddance to me!

Vehement

How I feel about you
Is more than words can ever say
Yet the things you do
Are more meaningful than anything in any way

You have done so much
And given even more
From cogent words of encouragement to just a single touch
From deep inside, to your open core

It was you
Who thought of me from miles away
Without judging, but with an inspirational smile of acceptance too
With these words I hope to be able to show you your importance to me without delay

You are wise, kind, caring and free
Faithful, helpful and always by my side
With support, and protection just like a tree
There is no way I cannot abide


The grounds to which you have reached to give me aid
The trouble to which you overcame to give me my say
The extent to which you have gone and given me shade
All of which allowed me to be who I am today

This unimaginable being
My lifetime ally
My mentor
& my love forever!

You mean so much to me;
The difference your presence has made
As indescribable as the way the world was created.
I cannot live a second without you...

Now on this special day
I would like to say
Happy Valentine’s day to you
I love you, ....

I love you more than I can say
I love you more than I can show
I love you more than anyone in this world has ever loved before

Though nothing I do now
can make up for the pain and stress
you have experienced for my upbringing,
I am giving you my mind, spirit, body and heart!

Love

An essential part of life
Abstract in ways causing latent hostility
Advancements to beatitude and exuberance, through sometimes to strife
Extending our minds’ and intuitions’ ability to full capacity.

The love of a lifetime
Is often hard to find
‘guess today’s my lucky day, I’ve found my lucky dime
Cause you, my love, bind me with your kindness and mind combines

After overcoming many up’s and down’s
I suppose it’s about time we realize
That we should not be affected by many sounds renown
We have to be wise, look at the skies, maybe theorize let us compromise and revise while waiting for the prize

In the morning, you are my sun
The moon at night
You are magnificent, my loved one
No matter what happens, I will do what is right and hold on tight

Je suis le tien pour la reste de ton vie
I will be here for you, there’s no doubt to that
I love you, more than anything else in the world, that’s the key
So why don’t you stick around and we’ll have a chat!

On this special day, I would like to shar with you
Anything that mayb e mine
You can take your pick, from my heart to shoe

It’s your choice, it’s all up to you, mon amour!

Hesitation

There are so many things
That I want to do
So many things
That I want to say

Things aren’t
As they appear to be
I am not
As good as you think I am

Always unsure
Worried of the future
Wanting to find out
To know what will happen next.

No one knows, but God himself.

Though I have a plan
But let me warn you
It is not the best
But I think its a good one

- always open to compromise and amendments

Lets work on communication first
Though I still want to know if you
Want to go out with me
But if I only ask
And you say yes
And nothing happens

It seems unfair
Unfair to you
I don’t know what to do.

Maybe I’m to young to go out
Maybe I’m not ready

Although you are more important than academics
I should still focus on academics
That is my future
- what I do now reflects and foreshadows my future.

Maybe I shouldn’t be so corny with my writing
Maybe I shouldn’t say I love you so much
Maybe I shouldn’t show it as much

It always seems so awkward
You seem appauled, shocked
- gives me a feeling of hesitation;
That I am doing something wrong.

You have waited for so many years
It’s unfair for you

This is my first crush
You are my first love

I don’t know what to expect
I don’t know what to do

A part of me says I
Should go out with you,
Start a relationship
After all, I am 15 already and it is the year 2009

But another part of me says
I should stay single
- no relationships
Wait till after highschool

Possibly university
But what about graduation dance.
No date? No dance?
Though I really can’t dance
But being with you is already
Satisfactory

Semi-formal?
I know you want to go
I knew you wanted to go with me
But I should’ve asked you
But I didn’t know what to do.

Many times in life
Hesitation takes over
And that is when you let
God decide.

Guilty For A Lifetime

No matter what I do
How many times I apologize
It doesn’t make a difference to you
The effect will still agonize

Though it doesn’t make a difference
I am sorry
I have not been a good acquaintance
Making you worry

For I am doing it now
But I can’t help it
I shall make a vow
I will never commit anything that will hurt you a bit.

I love you, now
But its too late
I already made a mistake
In grade eight about this debate
I was biting like a blind snake

Nothing I do anymore
Can ever become close to making up for what I have done in the past
I am sorry for what I have done before
But I shall allow myself to leave in a blast

I can see that you are fine
Without me,
You will never be mine;
But I deserve it, I agree

All I can say
Is good luck
For the rest yours days
Live on without me
And earn a degree...