I can't help myself to not put up a blog post right at this moment, however, I think this will be a pure disgrace to the ones I just read.
There are so many amazing, and when I say amazing I mean like people that are so involved, so committed so perfect that it scares me. I envy them.
When I look back at the things I've done. I have no regrets for the past two years. But that's not enough, I need something to be proud of. I need something that I can carry on with me for the rest of my life. I need something where I can connect to the community, where I can develop more bonds, and where I can reach my goals and make a difference.
Being involved simply isn't enough, there are so many factors that contribute to success, and I guess I am where every other teenager is at this moment… lost. – sort of. I'm in the midst of choosing between what I really want or figuring out what I really want or siding with what others want for me.
I just read through a plethora of different achievements and 'things' other people did. And I realized that what I have done is not even close to what they have done. It's scary to think so, but it's so very true. And I'm not saying I resent myself for it, but more so, using this as a lesson, as one of the many lessons I learn throughout the days of my life. It is a lesson to teach me that there is a lot more out there for me than what I simply think there are. That this is not the end. That there never is an end, only a beginning.
I know I can do more than what I have done. I know that I can be better than who I am now. And I know that in order to be that better person, to do better I must make use of the time I have left. I must start now.
Hopefully as the days go by, I will eventually be able to take my small steps and make a big difference.
10/14/10 – 1046pm
you can do it mike (:
ReplyDeletewith perseverance and a little faith, you WILL go a long way =]