When you have all the time in the world, but you just don’t know what to do with it

So, really right now, I don't have an excuse to NOT blog.

I'm tired. And I haven't blogged in quite a while. I guess, I stopped when I realized that all that was on my mind and everything that I would end up blogging about is exams. It get's boring, real fast.

Anyways, my exams were kinda good. I guess. Religion exam, my first one, was not as easy as I expected. I mean there were lots of easy parts, however I was not completely confident when I finished. I didn't know the answer to every question. So that to me for religion at least, is bad. Then I had English, which I was pretty confident about. I prepared for it, and the exam was exactly what I had prepared. So I was ready. However the only problem with that exam is that I did the minimal five paragraphs. But I still think its fine. Cause really, that's all the time I had to do. I had an hour and a half. I finished all five just on time. So that to me is pretty good. I mean considering that its English and that every year for English exams I have to rush and I don't do too well on those. Third I had math, which I was really worried about for some reason. I knew I would do good, however, I guess it is because of the fact that it was math and I know that I would do well on it or at least I had to make sure that I would do well on it that I studied a lot and stuff for it. By the time it actually got to the exam the funny thing is that lots of the questions that I practiced the night before was identical to the ones on the exam. And because I was asking people those questions and stuff I remembered the answers =D. Last exam was today's chem exam. I guess maybe I was already in my summer mode which is really bad, so I wasn't really motivated to study for it. But in the end I did end up studying, a LOT, but not enough. So yeah, I went to school early today and I studied along for an hour then with melisha for an hour. And those two hours of studying helped me memorize most of the stuff I thought I needed to know. But then by the time it got to the exam, the multiple choice, as usual, killed me. I was so lost there. I had a habit of putting an arrow or a line beside questions I wasn't too sure of for the multiple choice and at the end I counted that I had like 22 arrows. That means if I got all those arrowed ones wrong I would have gotten 22/40, which is real bad. But then the short answer was also bad, and the problem solving was easier than I expected and I was confident with them. However, the final essay/ lab question was also a killer. I had no clue what I was writing. I think I just ended up writing the first things that came to mind.

I took the school bus home today. That was something new. I haven't taken the school bus home all my life, so this was a first time. I just thought I had to document that. Haha

So yeah, today is the first day of summer. But I didn't really have anything to do when I got home. Well, I should say I didn't really feel like doing anything when I got home. I have to clean my binders up, which I just did. And I also have a few other things that I put aside to do for the summer but I guess, I just don't feel like it today. Anyways, so when I got home, I ate something and then I went out for a bike ride. It was fun as usual. Except today I did something different. I brought out a book and I went to the park and I just read in the shade under the trees. I nearly fell asleep too… that was nice.

This summer I have a lot of things that I want to do. But I know I wont have time to finish all those things. I just hope I get around to at least some of them. Two of the main things are to study bio and calc. I want to make sure im good with those next year. Well, I guess another reason is just because I like them the most. I want to do it, it's fun =D – and yes, im crazy

What else is cool? Well I'm going to sherway gardens tomorrow with my mom AND my brother which will be awesome I hope. My brother never comes shopping so yeah, that'll be an experience. Also, next week I am volunteering/helping out with grad for two days in a row. I am surprisingly half excited for that and half dreading it. Cause I signed up so I have to go. But I want to go. Like I guess, it's summer and it's the beginning, so I'm excited and I want to just do whatever I want whenever I want. But I don't really want to go to grad help. But then on the other hand I really want to help out and I really want to see what it's like. Also I think it will be really cool to see all the grade 12's graduating together. So yeah.

Anyways, that's it for now.