Daddy Day

So, what's really big on my mind right now? It's really not that hard to guess… most of you don't even have to guess, you just know it. Its exams! Boooo…

Thank goodness I have finally started legit studying… It feels like I just started today, but actually, I have already started like taking out all my notes and organizing them and stuff… that takes time, but that's the fun and easy part that doesn't feel like studying. Now I have to make notes on anything I don't already have notes for which is a pain. Then I have to memorize it… which is even more fun. So I guess, religion, I should be worrying about that… I am deep down inside. But really everyone tells me that its gonna be a piece of cake and really easy and blah blah blah… I think it will be easy too… but if I want to maintain my mark, which is below my goal, it will be hard, and I have to study. So I have to work on religion too… and the exam's on Monday.

For English, I'm like half working on it and half leaving it till last minute. We have to write one essay. I honestly don't think I will do well, cause I hate writing essays inclass, its so rushed and bad quality. But I have to make a planner and stuff… guess ill work on it on Monday… last minute…

Math, oh math. Really. I should remember everything, but I'm worrying cause I don't. I don't remember a lot of things that I should remember. So I know that there will have to be some major studying for that, but like it's boring studying, so I don't feel like it either. Guess ill do some of it tomoro and the rest on Monday and Tuesday. But I think math exam will be easy too…

Finally chem…. Really, chem. Should be the hardest and scariest exam. But it's the exam that I want to study for the most. Maybe it's the notes that I made and stuff… it just looks all nice and everything, it makes me want to go read them… haha

So in addition to exams, I'm still thinking about recruitment week, which is really exciting… I got another teacher supervisor for SAS which is really awesome. I hope we can plan an event for that next year. And anti-bullying is getting together, just that I don't have time to work on it atm. Finally OSAID… let's just not mention it… yet…

Uhm, family-wise… well, my dad. It seems as if I always half feel bad for him. Like he doesn't live with me and I know he really loves both my borther and I and he really wants to see us and all. He does, after school, for only the car ride. Which is really sad on his part. Like I want to spend more time with him and stuffs, but its just so hard cause lifes so busy. I know its more important than some things. So sometimes I would not do work and go to the mall with him or something, but its boring for me, I don't enjoy it. Like with fathers day coming up, I'm not even gonna see him. I don't ever see him on the weekends. Iunno, i think life at home is so much more complicated.

Anywho

Quote:

Wow, Initially I was like… I don't know what quote to put… but as I started reading this quote book… the most amazing and like perfect timing quote came up

So here it is;

"a father is a fellow who has replaced the currency in his wallet with snapshots of his kids." – author unknown

Wow … isn't that something