Will it ever be, like it was before
With her by my side, with happiness just around the corner…
Feeling as if life has given you all the best
Given you more than you have ever asked for
More than what you deserved.
One simple mistake,
One false step…
And my life is ruined
my whole journey rerouted
All I’ve ever done all thrown away.
Oh the things that I regret
The things that I have done
What can come on next?
Just how I wish this would all be gone…
The things ill do,
Those that ill risk
What ill give away
Just to have one more minute
One more second
With you
It was once
A dream come true
A visit to heaven on earth
But now, that dream
Turned into a nightmare
The things I have done
My pasts,
Haunting me like a ghost in the night
Taking me away from reality
Dragging me into the world of despair…
My emotions taking me away
Without you showing the way
No one by my side
No more sweethearts being my guide
Shielding me from what may come by
From what others may say.
I guess theres just no more
I can’t have what I want
Its not fair
Why, why must it end this way.
Not all endings have to be bad,
Not all relationships lead to dead ends,
So why does mine?
Why does this?
It’s life
-screw you!
What the future beholds for me
Is not what I have planned,
It’s not my life with you
It’s not us in the end.
Yet forever more
Will my love for you stay the same
It will be there as I always have been
In my heart is where you belong
It is where you are and will be…
