Gone

Will it ever be, like it was before
With her by my side, with happiness just around the corner…
Feeling as if life has given you all the best
Given you more than you have ever asked for
More than what you deserved.

One simple mistake,
One false step…
And my life is ruined
my whole journey rerouted
All I’ve ever done all thrown away.

Oh the things that I regret
The things that I have done
What can come on next?
Just how I wish this would all be gone…

The things ill do,
Those that ill risk
What ill give away
Just to have one more minute
One more second
With you

It was once
A dream come true
A visit to heaven on earth
But now, that dream
Turned into a nightmare

The things I have done
My pasts,
Haunting me like a ghost in the night
Taking me away from reality
Dragging me into the world of despair…

My emotions taking me away
Without you showing the way
No one by my side
No more sweethearts being my guide
Shielding me from what may come by
From what others may say.

I guess theres just no more
I can’t have what I want
Its not fair
Why, why must it end this way.
Not all endings have to be bad,
Not all relationships lead to dead ends,
So why does mine?
Why does this?

It’s life
-screw you!
What the future beholds for me
Is not what I have planned,
It’s not my life with you
It’s not us in the end.

Yet forever more
Will my love for you stay the same
It will be there as I always have been
In my heart is where you belong
It is where you are and will be…

mon vrai ami

You are but words can describe
What I have always dreamt for
No,
More than what I wanted
More than what I have dreamt for

You are like a dream come true
Your kind words softening my heart
Opening up my mind
Dragging you with me
To wherever the future may lead

This memory shall last forever
It shall linger in my mind and in my heart
As my soul is taken away, by your presence…

Frosty Flakes

As they fall

One by one

Onto the ground

Piling up.

The bring white glow

Emitted through the unique

And wide variety of frosty shapes

As traffic light shines on it

The calm yet vigorous soothing yet versatile

Romantic scenery

It creates

Snow falling

Taking Action

It affects everyone
whether directly or indirectly
severely or unseverely
whether you know it or not.
Recognition.

Helping others
one by one
little by little
making a difference
one step at a time
transformation

it can happen to everyone,
anyone
keep it in mind
look out for it
plan ahead
make sure it doesn't affect you as much
hit you as hard
Prevention

- i wrote this after the TAMI conference.. that kinda explains something doesn't it?

Snowing Feelings

Today started out with rain
Making me sad, tired and depressed
Slowly remembering the regrets
From times ago, the droplets of hope lost in misery

Later it became sunny,
Though bright & blinding,
Lighting my way –
Showing and guiding me towards the right path
And in turn, a better future.
Inadvertently, feeling content and joy
Freed from all evil and darkness in the atmosphere
Blinded from all the misery and distress
Hidden from all truths.

As the clouds came in
The sky became darker
Truths and reality began to reveal
Everything; both good and bad
Formed together like the cotton-shaped clouds
Getting bigger and bigger as time passes, puffing up.

Now.
I should be prepared,
Ready for any coincidental mishap
Or probably even a miracle.

Hail, pellets and snow
Wind thrusting and screaming
Within the sky, pounding against our windows
- the start of an outrage
An outrage of the past
All the regrets,
mournful losses
& missed opportunities
All coming back
At ONCE;
A shouting storm of thoughts and verdicts.

A time for rejuvenation & redemption.

As time passes slowly,
The wind blows the precipitation away
But I feel lonely
All scared and with no say

Finally
We have reached the end
Or so it is presumed,
The end of all the accumulation,
Leading to negativity and pessimism.

Yet a beginning of a new journey,
A fresh start;
New lessons,
More morals.

I have learned to forgive
& FORGET.

And so it goes,
With the hail turning to flurries
And the sun coming back
Shining on the luxurious and spontaneous
Winter scenery.

Coinciding with the introduction and presentation of
The feelings we’ll never forget
The lessons we’ll always know
And the mistakes we’ll never make again
Comes the mysterious revelation
Of our future & times to come!